Introduction :
So women have to first believe in themselves as equal. My parents or I couldn't even sort of afford me to pay rent , maybe in a place like Delhi or Mumbai , could not support me .
Of course , they had their own set of ideas , and they were scared for me because they've heard horrible stories about girls starting into porn stars . The metro fact is that they could have not afforded to pay even twenty thousand rent a month . I moved to Bombay in 2005 , and I was doing some catalogue shoot . So I was coming back and forth and just doing some auditions and things like that .
There is this girl hostel Asha Sonkor Girls Hostel in Juhu. They were renting actually mattresses and a closet . There's no room to rent . There was five , six metrics and five thousand or something . So I got a room like that , and to the negative , going back and forth . And I came back only when I got like A, Ilove you boss . That film was called . I love your boss. But I did struggle .
I have had really horrible time with everything possible . If you don't know English , you will not understand most of the conversations . I remember when I was working . So they used to tell me gay to hire . We do see them . So I did not know the difference between shot and seen .
I remember magazine cover when I was very new . They called me . And then I want to do a cover with you . I said , you'll have to talk to my manager , and apparently don't get paid for doing covers . I didn't know the difference between building a brand and doing a brand , and I need to . I mean , my manager will tell you how much I charge for a cover , and they're like , what should mac , so I was banned from that magazine for some five years .
So things like that , if you're an outsider , it's very hard to sort of , you know , get your way to . And you don't have people who will guide you , or will tell you what to do . And if you're lucky enough . And if. Insistent and persistent , and you know , that you have to make it , you will observe , and you will learn.
It's okay to be discriminated and to be sort of an underdog , because I-Kangana Ranauth think the biggest problem is that people come with the baggage of their own perception of themselves , which is larger than life . I think that is not a good trap . It's okay , like I was okay with when I was treated that way .
I was not winding about it when you come , don't think it's just happening to you . It happens to everyone . The world is the way it is , and it's not going to be fair , you've got to make sure that , you know how to work around it coming from small town , not being able to speak English , not being able to dress up properly .
But that didn't make me , you know , like , sort of it didn't shake anything in male . And I always operated the place of my individuality , like even when I-Kangana Ranauth even today , when I work the first reaction I get from people is , oh , this is a delicate , beautiful girl . But as I go about my work , it just disappears . So women have to first believe in themselves as equal , and then only they can get. That sort of treatment. Well , fear is , it's a very internal process .
If you see , fear is not something that someone else instills in you . Ah , if you think about it , I'll give you a small analogy . I'll give you a small analogy . I'll give you a small analogy that I have made an analogy that , if say , if I was A, I was a kid , and I was filled tea on my mama sari . Now I go home and I go home and I go. And I'm thinking , okay , mom , in a declare ,
give me my declare . I'm crippled with fear. And whole day I'm scared , I'm scared , I'm scared , I'm scared . So by that , I may come home. I get slapped. So I expected this now cartoon , if I haven't , my twin sister has filled coffee on a sari . I go school . I have nothing to come . I come back . I still get sleep because mama thought it was me , but look in both situation , I did not in one situation . I was full of fear and the other situation I was not . I must have some sort of grudge I must have had in second situation .
I must think , oh , you know , why did my mama hit me ? I must have some sort of anger , but I won't be fearful , even when I got hurt in both situations . I got hurt I. Got hit by my mama .So my point is that fear is something that that comes out of our own actions. For me , like the success story , like I do believe that we need to have right role models .
I mean , the graph and the ambition of an ordinary man , and we have a prime minister who is a child . So I always say that it is not his victory . It's a victory of our democracy.
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